Sleepers Awake! Summer 1966 Part Two

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New York: Summer 1966

Part Two

Hayagriva dasa (ISKCON-New Vrndavana)

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[Note: The following is a reminiscence by one of Srila Prabhupada’s first students in the West. This section, from the book The Hare Krsna Explosion, intimately traces the beginning of the Krsna movement in New York City in the summer of 1966].

Our second public appearance was requested by an official at the UN. Srila Prabhupada took a taxi with us up to the UN building where we were to chant. It was some sort of 48-hour peace vigil, and when we arrived we immediately grouped outside the UN building and began to clash cymbals and chant Hare Krsna, but the guards told us that we were causing too much disturbance. It was a hot cloudy day, and there was no breeze off the East River. Srila Prabhupada stood with us for a couple of hours on the sidewalk and softly chanted Hare Krsna on his beads. We stood until we got tired, chanted to ourselves and felt incredibly elated. I thought to myself that people passing by would doubtlessly think us hippies. But who could care? Srila Prabhupada was glowing in his saffron robes. He didn’t care what anyone thought. Afterwards he told us, “We have nothing to do with peace vigils. We simply want to spread this chanting of Hare Krsna, that’s all. Once people take to this chanting of Hare Krsna, peace will automatically come. They won’t have to try artificially for peace then.”

It was in August also that we began taking prasadam (food offered to Krsna) at noon in Srila Prabhupada’s room in the back apartment. Kirtanananda was beginning to cook at this time under the personal instructions of Srila Prabhupada. He was the first cook, and in the beginning Stradisa assisted him and then Achyutananda (though no one at this time was formally initiated). Later Srila Prabhupada told me that at the time he was wondering whether American boys would like prasadam. He would laugh at this because prasadam turned out to be one of the most successful parts of our program. At first, all of the prasadam was put on one plate, which was Srila Prabhupada’s. It consisted of only dahl (split pea), some rice and curry, and chapatis (unleavened bread). About twelve of us, all male, would sit along the wall of his apartment and wait while Srila Prabhupada personally took the food off the plate and distributed it individually, reciting, “sarira avidya-jala jadendriya tahe kala” etc. We would recite each word after him and pass the plates around. He translated this prayer for us in this way: “This material body is a lump of ignorance, and the senses are networks of paths to death. We are fallen into the ocean of material sense enjoyment. Of all the senses, the tongue is the most voracious and uncontrollable. It is very difficult to conquer over the tongue in this world, but Krsna is very kind to us. He has sent us very nice prasadam to conquer the tongue. Now let us take that prasadam to our full satisfaction and glorify His Lordship Radha and Krsna and in love call for Lord Caitanya and Nityananda to help us.” At first, each of us would only take one chapati each, and when Srila Prabhupada asked if we would like more, we would say, “Oh no! That is enough. That is sufficient.” Later he often laughed at our initial reluctance to take more. It was Stradisa, a very tall thin boy, who started eating more and more chapatis due to Srila Prabhupada’s insistence. He finally averaged ten a meal. Then gradually our appetites also picked up, and as more people started coming to eat in Srila Prabhupada’s back apartment, we began taking our noon prasadam downstairs in the temple while Srila Prabhupada ate alone upstairs. It was a wonderful sight, though, to see the spiritual master and all his disciples—around a dozen young men, all very young, no one over thirty—sitting on the bare floor at noon eating. We might have been in New York, but it didn’t seem like it. Both Kirtanananda and I were reminded of Calcutta. I liked Srila Prabhupada’s food much better than the Calcutta fare, however, and though I didn’t eat very much, I felt full and satisfied.

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In an attempt to get more people to attend lectures, I mailed the poet Allen Ginsberg one of our mantra leaflets and invited him over to the temple. Allen was living nearby on East Tenth Street, and I knew that he would be interested because he had been chanting Hare Krsna since his trip to India in 1963. In mid-August he drove up before the temple in a Volkswagen microbus and got out carrying a harmonium, which he donated to us. I remember that he played it at kirtana and afterwards showed Kirtanananda how to play. After Srila Prabhupada’s lecture Allen asked me, “Don’t you think Swamiji a little too esoteric for New York?”

“I don’t know,” I said. I really didn’t know; it never crossed my mind.

The next afternoon Allen came over to visit Srila Prabhupada in his back apartment. He brought a little harmonium, which he had picked up in Benares, and chanted Hare Krsna. The tune was different, very, very jolly, and Allen’s head bounced back and forth as he pumped the rhythm on the tiny reed instrument. Then Srila Prabhupada began to explain Lord Caitanya’s philosophy. I remember Allen asking him if he planned to make his American boys into Vaisnavas, and Srila Prabhupada said, “Yes, and I will make them all brahmanas.” Brahmanas?” Allen said incredulously. He was amazed that Srila Prabhupada was intending to establish the varnasrama-dharma in America. He wished him good luck and gave a contribution.

It was at this time that we started to decorate the temple. Although for any New Yorker it was just a bare, squalid storefront, the kind somebody might open a pawn shop in, it became a temple for us because of Srila Prabhupada’s presence and because of the words that were spoken there. When Kirtanananda and I returned from India, we brought back some two dozen paintings, rugs and large silks with which we had decorated the Mott Street apartment, and now we took all of this out of the apartment and over to the temple. Others donated curtains and a large rug, and we spent all day tacking the silks on the wall, putting up the curtains, fixing an elevated dais for Srila Prabhupada, painting the walls and laying the rugs. Someone had painted an oval portrait of Radha and Krsna modeled after the jacket of Srila Prabhupada’s Srimad-Bhagavatam. We hung this up over the dais. In front of the dais we placed candlesticks, which we also brought from Mott Street. Then down the walls we placed pictures. Later Srila Prabhupada informed us that one of the pictures of a six-armed Deity was Lord Caitanya.

1970-1973-01-47-26That night, when Srila Prabhupada walked in to begin kirtana, he looked at the newly decorated temple and showed surprise. “Ah, you are advancing,” he said. “This is very nice. This is Krsna consciousness.” He then sat up on the new dais, and we all held our breaths hoping it wouldn’t collapse. Some of the hypercritical took exception to the dais, to the fact that Srila Prabhupada was elevated, and some others, being reminded of the Catholic or some other organized church, resented the temple decorations, especially the candlesticks and the incense. They longed for the days of the bare walls and bare floor. These fears were dispelled, however, at kirtana when Srila Prabhupada taught us how to dance, raising his arms in the air and placing one foot before the other. We followed him and danced in a circle. At this time, we were also beginning to play more instruments. A boy named Nelson donated a large cymbal, which was hung on a cord beside the dais. Srila Prabhupada played it softly from time to time while leading the kirtana. We were also using brass hooka tops for bells and would ring them when the kirtana became more fiery. Kirtanananda and I finally sold the hookas, which were the last remnants of our India trip.

1970-1973-01-47-27All those early lectures were based on Bhagavad-gita. First Srila Prabhupada outlined the various yoga systems for us and explained the futility of the Patanjali meditative process, or Sankhya-yoga, in this age of Kali (darkness). He also had to discourage us from inactivity. which we had mistakenly equated with spiritual life. “Nowhere in the Bhagavad-gita does Krsna tell Arjuna to sit idly while He works,” he told us in one lecture. “Arjuna was Krsna’s friend. We can also be Krsna’s friends if we work for Him and keep our minds always fixed on Him. We should cease working for our own benefit and always work for Krsna. We should be thinking of things to do for Krsna twenty-four hours a day. Work requires a purpose. We are always working, either for our own sense gratification or for Krsna. Practicing yoga means working without thought for personal interest but solely for the mission of Krsna. What is this mission? To tell people about Krsna consciousness. Lord Caitanya told His disciples, ‘Preach this gospel that I teach—whomever you meet, just try to inform him about the message of Bhagarad-gita.’ We should inform the world about the message of the Gita. One who does this is on the platform of real yoga.”

And in order to put this into practice, Srila Prabhupada had to engage us in so many ways. I remember one of the members tacking a sign on the bathroom wall: “If you are not always engaged, you will fall into maya. ” And by way of engaging us, Srila Prabhupada accompanied us out to Long Island to look at used mimeograph machines, of which we purchased two at $75 each. I then started typing up stencils for two of his essays, “Krsna the Reservoir of Pleasure” and “Who is Crazy?” Srila Prabhupada also had me write a “Prospectus,” which someone was financing. I felt I didn’t know enough about Krsna consciousness to write a prospectus, but Srila Prabhupada told me, “Do it,” so I ran back to Mott Street and quickly jotted down my conceptions of Krsna consciousness. How I managed the first statement is still a mystery to me. “Krsna consciousness has been variously called cosmic or expanded consciousness,” I wrote. “In part, it is the moment to moment awareness that man is a segment of the creation which is the eternal Song of God, that this creation emanates from and is sustained by the One without a second, the manifest Godhead, that the creation is not chaos and disunion as this desperate and atheistical age would have us believe, but is union, order, and plan, that as the planets orbit in orderly procession about the sun and the sun moves in perfect motion within its galaxy, which in its turn follows the path down the grand open road of space, so man, by God’s grace and willing co-operation, makes his way back to the Godhead.” Srila Prabhupada added to this five main purposes of the International Society for Krishna Consciousness, which were: (1) to systematically propagate spiritual knowledge to society at large, (2) to propagate Krsna consciousness as revealed in Bhagavad-gita, (3) to bring the members of the Society together and nearer to Krsna, (4) to teach and encourage the sankirtana movement, congregational chanting of the holy name of God as revealed in the teachings of Lord Caitanya Mahaprabhu, and (5) to erect for the members and for society at large a holy place of transcendental pastimes dedicated to the Personality Krsna. The first two items were realized with the publications of Srila Prabhupada’s books and Back to Godhead, and hundreds of people felt within themselves the actualization of the third item. The fourth item was boosted by the organization of the sankirtana (street chanting) party of the West Coast and eventually in some fifty cities around the world where temples were established. And the last item we were to realize two years later with the establishment of the New Vrndavana community. So 5,000 of the prophetic handbills were printed up, and we went about to distribute them.

I mentioned before that in his early lectures Srila Prabhupada mainly spoke in terms of the Absolute Truth, of the importance of working for the Absolute Truth and of recognizing the three aspects of the Absolute Truth—impersonal, localized and personal. He finally introduced us to Krsna by stressing that the personal realization of the Absolute Truth is the highest. “Renunciation alone is not enough,” he kept emphasizing to awaken us from our torpitude. “One must also work for the Absolute Truth, or we can serve illusion. It is the nature of humanity to serve.”

1970-1973-01-47-28I also remember that he spent a lot of time explaining the Second Chapter of Bhagavad-gita. Aham brahmasmi, I am not this matter, but spirit. We must come to this platform—brahma-bhuta platform. We cannot come to this by way of meditation. Meditation is too difficult. It is easier to be a devotee of Sri Krsna and to always be engaged in His service. One who continues in such bhakti-yoga becomes free from material contamination, and as soon as he is free he knows that ‘I am not this matter. I am Brahman.’ As soon as he realizes this, he feels the highest pleasure. He is filled with joy. Others may see him as poor and penniless, but he knows that he is the happiest man in the world.” This was of comfort to most of us because at the time we were all materially devastated. He quickly told us that this didn’t matter. What did matter was that we establish ourselves immediately in spiritual life. “Spiritual life is full of knowledge and bliss, and is above death and ignorance. The spiritual man sees the Supreme Lord everywhere and in every living being. Because he loves Krsna, he sees Him everywhere. Every living being is situated in Krsna, and Krsna is in every living being. The spiritual man does not see cows or men or women or fools; he only sees the Supreme Lord.”

1970-1973-01-47-29There were some of us who were still walking around in a marijuana stupor, but he had a way of snapping us out of this quickly without ever chastising us. Somehow or other he whipped us into shape without our even knowing it. “A man in Krsna consciousness does not walk around in a fog but does his work well and with the touch of an expert,” he said. “When one enters Krsna consciousness he becomes a poet and writes hymns to God.”

It wasn’t that he simply took away our sex and drugs. This would not have been possible. Rather, he engaged us in something sublime. “The perfection of yoga is to see Krsna everywhere. Yet, even though the spiritual man sees Krsna everywhere, he still worships His form in the temple. He does not think that just because Krsna is everywhere it is of no use to go to the temple to worship. If Krsna is everywhere, He is also in the temple.” Then he exhorted us to go out and spread the message of Krsna consciousness. “The real yogi also spreads his happiness to others. Because he has become happy through Krsna consciousness he tells others about it so they can become happy. This is the true meaning of spiritual socialism. This gives the maximum benefits to the most people. Krsna Himself says that no man is dearer to Him than one who thus helps others.” Then he assured us that once established in our new position we would never want to fall back into our old ways. “When one enters into the kingdom of God, he will know how unhappy he was in the material contamination. He will not want to go back.”

One of the most prominent myths he had to explode was a myth provoked by psychedelics, that of anthropomorphism, the belief that man could become God. “Returning to Krsna does not mean becoming Krsna. When a son returns home to his father, he does not become his father. We can even become the father of Krsna, but we can never be equal to Him. We will always be subordinate to Him.” I will never forget one lecture in which, as often happened, he was attacking a famous impersonalist commentary to the verse, “On Me fix thy mind; to Me be devoted; worship Me; revere Me; thus having disciplined thyself, with Me as thy goal, to Me shalt thou come.” (Bg. 9.34) The impersonalist scholar commented: “It is not the personal Krsna to whom we have to give ourselves up utterly, but the unborn, beginningless, eternal who speaks through Krsna.” Whenever Srila Prabhupada had Rayarama read this passage at a lecture, he would explode into a furious diatribe. “Just see what a nonsense rascal. Krsna is standing there and says, ‘To Me; worship Me.’ And he, a very great scholar, says it is not to the personal Krsna but to some void. Just see what a rascal number one.” After listening to this diatribe for about a month, Kirtanananda finally, at the end of a lecture, said, “I don’t see where he’s actually wrong. Krsna is in all of us. So if we surrender to the unborn within all of us, then we attain the ultimate.”

And he went on in this way. Srila Prabhupada didn’t say a word. Kirtanananda finally ran down, and Srila Prabhupada asked, “Are you finished now?” When Kirtanananda acknowledged that he was, Srila Prabhupada suddenly began to roar like the lion incarnation. “Krsna is standing right before you and He says, ‘You worship Me,’ and you mean to say you do not worship Krsna? You mean worship some void, unborn? Krsna is before Arjuna and He says, ‘On Me fix thy mind. To Me be devoted. Worship Me!’ You do not understand? A nonsense rascal says it is not to Krsna, so you want to worship such a nonsense rascal? ‘Not to the personal Krsna,’ he says, and Krsna says, ‘Worship Me.'” We all sat in shocked silence. Kirtanananda didn’t say another word. I remember that I thought this attack very harsh, but Umapati thought it was justified. “He’s right,” Umapati said afterwards. “None of the commentators mention worshiping Krsna, but Krsna clearly says, ‘Worship Me.’ You’ve read Bhagavad-gita before. Have you ever thought of worshiping Krsna?” I had to admit that although I had read Gita three or four times before, worshiping Krsna had never entered my mind. Later I came to understand that most scholars and swamis avoid the clear command of this verse, although they teach from Bhagavad-gita. Indeed, the following year in San Francisco I bluntly asked one celebrated Swami Mayananda, “Do you worship Krsna?” He was sitting in a chair, and I was standing over him when I asked the question, and he jumped to his feet and shouted, “No! Why should I?” His eyes flashed, and he was furious and he chided me that Krsna is nothing but the Self that is within all of us.

Thus Srila Prabhupada’s first job was to establish that the supreme aspect of the Absolute Truth is a person and that we are to worship this person. By and large we were mostly impersonalists addicted to inactivity. We were concerned about mukti, nirvana or liberation from all material action, but he deluged us with words and showed us how action for the sake of the Supreme is on the spiritual platform and is superior to inaction. This essentially is the message of Bhagavad-gita, for Lord Krsna tells Arjuna to fight, “but do it for Me.” Srila Prabhupada said, “When one works for Krsna and chants His name, he is already liberated and living on the spiritual plane. Just as one feels heat as soon as he touches something hot, one is liberated as soon as he enters into the service of Krsna.”

We all felt that we had just touched something very hot. Certainly no one doubted that our long slumber had been disturbed.

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